I do not like having sex with my man any more. He has no real regards for me or my feelings. I feel like a used dirty whore after we are finished. I want to take a shower and scrub our body sweat off of me. He never seems to get turned on by me any more. He would rather I just suck his dick for hours and I mean hours just so I still fail to legitimately turn him on or make him cum. I don't feel skinny enough or pretty enough any more. He can fuck my mouth and boobs just fine but if he has to put it in me....... It gets soft.... Or he goes slow and doesn't seem to enjoy it any more. It feels more like he is boringly obligated but in reality he'd rather just treat me like a for real dirty slut. So I lay there and try to be excited about it. ...... But I am not. I have no more confidence in myself any more. I am pretty much just a dirty cock sucking whore for him any more. He doesn't put in any real effort with me like he use to. I lay there and cry most of the time any more and he says it bothers him but it doesn't. He just shoves his cock further down my throat.... Gags me out.... Andbl doesn't mind I have to fake it or turn on porn to get my job done any more. I feel worthless and used like a skanoy whore. I almost hate myself by the time we are done.